I really don't feel like doing anything this week but just sleep,
sleep and vegetate for the sake of recuperating. I still haven't
caught up with myself after a whirlwind of activities the whole
of last week. I was really looking forward to having a good
weekend's rest but alas I fell ill instead. The weather isn't
really helping either. Now Monday is here and the nose is back to
the grindstone. At times, I do feel like I'm spreading myself too
thin and I find myself sometimes asking whether this is all worth
it in the end. I have no answer for that. I took
The Red Pill
and now God probably wants to show me how deep the rabbit hole
goes if I keep at it. I just pray that He will give me the
strength to proceed with this endeavor and let me live to see
what's at the end of it.